A Fallen World & A Mother’s Love

A Tribute to My Son, Rex

FIFTEEN YEARS AGO TODAY

Rex, my son, would have been 15-years-old. October 2, 2009 is recognized as the celebration of his birth and the memorial of his death.

As I watch what is happening in this nation of what I once believed to be the greatest country in the world - and reflect back on the torture and abuse I’ve endured over the past ten years, I have repeatedly ruminated about what kind of world Rex would’ve experienced. 

Had Rex lived, our system would have attempted to muzzle him in school, indoctrinate him with false governmental infrastructure rhetoric - via a Rockefeller-mandated curriculum, knowingly inject him with poison, demand that he participate in six-foot satanic rituals, worship money, revere nobility, obey false gods, and never question authority.

Honoring parents, thanking Jesus, and  praising God have been washed away in the curriculum and even within our own families in a methodical manner to destroy the family unit - the nucleus of society.  Satan knew he had to demolish these microsystems in order to battle our true Creator and our Father.

It has been difficult for us to comprehend, but we are now seeing end times where “The father shall be divided against the son, and the son against the father; the mother against the daughter, and the daughter against the mother; the mother in law against her daughter in law, and the daughter in law against her mother in law.”

Many now recognize celebrities - and (s)elected officials as wicked and are witnessing the 501(c)(3) auctions of church doctrine. These self-declared wo/men serving as judges, law enforcement, legislators, governors, presidents, medical professionals, educators, clergy, insurance agents, clerks, attorneys, and social workers are unequivocally involved in this Luciferian quid pro quo destruction.  For what? Yes, the root of all evil - their monetary livelihood - no conscience needed.

The world system runs according to satanically-seized design (Ephesians 2:2). Therefore, the wisdom believers receive from God looks like foolishness to the world because it is so fundamentally different from the world's wisdom (1 Corinthians 1:21-25). 

Satan knew how to seize a world fixated on commerce - and we were warned. He was clearly given a measure of authority on this earth as a result of a broken Covenant - or shall I say many broken Covenants. 

Satan's rule over the world system is why the Bible asks, 'Do you not know that friendship with the world is enmity with God? Whoever therefore wants to be a friend of the world makes himself an enemy of God' (James 4:4). And 1 John 2:15 commands, 'Do not love the world or the things in the world. If anyone loves the world, the love of the Father is not in him,' precisely because the enemy of God controls 'the world.'  

Many of us have come to this conclusion as longsuffering victims of this system. We know our rewards are in Heaven. 

Honestly, I am mystified daily by seemingly astute Christians who continue to tout a candidate or an upcoming election – as if that is going to save this world. Vote harder, fly the flags, back the blue, and trust the plan are all reminiscent to Ezekiel 8:15., “Then said he unto me, Hast thou seen this, O son of man? turn thee yet again, and thou shalt see greater abominations than these.” 

This remnant of individual #Voters are still trying to rearrange chairs on this Luciferian Titanic - often viewed as the patriots of society - not realizing we never needed constitutional nor civil rights. God gave us something far greater… unalienable rights which can never be waived, not even by us. What a gift! 

The Bible reiterates, nine times nonetheless, to take no oath, and here we have groups of people recording their WWG1WGA allegiance. Over the years, people have devoutly examined Q posts rather than read Scripture.  

General Flynn’s Archangel Michael prayer originated from a known New Age channeler - and patriotic loyalists extol that Flynn is a Godly man - completely failing to recognize how these theosophical proclamations align with the Revelation 13 in the false prophet system. “For the time will come when they will not endure sound doctrine; but having itching ears, they shall heap to themselves teachers in accordance with their own lusts.” 

Trump’s recent tweet also including Michael, the Archangel, is symbolically promoted by the current Masonic police and soon-to-be, forthcoming militarized #KnightsTemplar officers and praised by those with itchy ears noting that Trump is allegedly a Christian. They ignore reports that he converted to Zionism where these Synagogue of Satan #FakeJews believe Jesus is a false savior who is burning in excrement, while they await their savior who will bring world peace - the antichrist.

Never once was any of this doctrine; Satan’s deceptive version was provided and solidified in our churches/schools. In fact, I would argue these dualistic evil forces knew all along that we are covered by the gift of Grace, and it’s ours for the taking, yet they continue to try to take advantage of God’s grace. 

Pridefully, the flesh wants to repudiate this gift by believing we need some form of order - “we-need-a-master” logic. We saw this in I Samuel 8 where God sternly warned against the Israelites’ desires specifying what would happen….

“He will take your sons, and appoint them for himself, for his chariots, and to be his horsemen; and some shall run before his chariots. And he will appoint him captains over thousands, and captains over fifties; and will set them to ear his ground, and to reap his harvest, and to make his instruments of war, and instruments of his chariots.And he will take your daughters to be confectionaries, and to be cooks, and to be bakers. And he will take your fields, and your vineyards, and your oliveyards, even the best of them, and give them to his servants.And he will take the tenth of your seed, and of your vineyards, and give to his officers, and to his servants.And he will take your menservants, and your maidservants, and your goodliest young men, and your asses, and put them to his work. He will take the tenth of your sheep: and ye shall be his servants.” 

Sound familiar? This seed war of Hagar and Sarah is ripe. Many will choose, as did the Israelites, to be bound by #TheLawTrap - while few recognize the freedom God granted with the finished works of Jesus’ crucifixion.  

This doctrinal premise often results in many victims/witnesses discomfort in the Gospel of Grace. I get that. I cringe over ever having to see my attorney rapist/attempted murderer and the 100+ other public serpents, who concealed these recorded crimes, in Heaven.  My rumination leads me here…

First, we all sin, and we are not the final arbiters. Second, these right-left Babylonian dualistic groups have not placed full faith and credit in Jesus, our sole Savior.  They believe their secret society brethren/sistren, their conflicting oaths, their confessions, their Hail Mary(s), their financial donations, their red bracelets, their Sabbath allegiance, their specific food intake, their Hebrew name usage, etc. saves them. Their hearts are NOT circumcised. They created their own Covenant cocktails. “Oh yes, our salvation rests in  Jesus as long as …..(fill in the blank).”

The evil forces believe in a free pass method WITH various oaths, prayers, and continued repentance - or better yet, the proverbial Kol Nidre oath for futuristic coverage of sins. 🙄 Their carnal faith is in man with a sprinkling of Jesus. 

Have we noticed how no candidates are speaking specifically of Jesus being our SOLE SAVIOR? They’ll say the Bible, their “G-d” (their antichrist, Gadre’el), Mary, an Archangel, and/or a Saint, but I have yet to hear one of them say….”Jesus is my sole Savior.”

As the system uses their quantum eraser to remove Jesus, I often ponder if we will see individuals crying out for justice who will welcome the Hagar pick-your-poison law (Noahide, Canon, Sharia, New Age…) - not recognizing Satan’s meticulous plot to manipulate the masses for Bible Version 2 and/or the Dark Gospel. We need to remember that Satan counterfeits everything because he can create nothing.

We have always been afforded Grace, but we chose to obey the systemic and omnipresent Babylonian enslavement legalism that we see today due to our indoctrination. Now, a broken world will demand law as a result of their methodically-plotted chaos, and Satan will happily comply noting, “But they wanted me. They consented! They wanted it.” 

Honestly, I truly believe these Masonic public servants always knew about Grace and allowed their conflicting oaths to secret societies, private management associations, the BAR, and even their Kol Nidre oaths to circumvent this man-made “justice” system. Voila…..dual coverage! For the record, that is not full faith and credit in Jesus. 

I mean… Are we really seeing too many public servants being held liable under this man-made law?  Nope - slaps on the wrist, at best, to give the appearance of propriety. Perhaps, they are operating under a falsified Grace using repeated repentance (vs. metanoia) and their fiscal wealth as payment - and not even considering their own craft is likely nullifying these clearances. 

God always wanted us free, and when He observed how sin was inevitable due to this Satanic plan, God knew a flood, parting the seas, or stopping the sun was not going to be enough this time. If you truly know what sin is, there is no way to exist in this Satan-run society without it. We all sin. 

These architects were deceptively devious to create a system where there was no way not to sin. Our money even possesses Luciferian symbolism, and we use it frequently. As a result, we needed our Father, and this culture necessitated something so much bigger. “For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in Him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” 

It was finished by Him, through Grace. This, by no means, translates into a doctrine of masses believing we should rev up our sinning. Not at all! It’s our Sabbath rest knowing that we are assured eternity with Him, and Satan can’t have us - no matter how hard he tries. We are of God, through Jesus, and we belong to His Kingdom.  Hallelujah!   This is a true blessing, 

Like many of you, I feel like my life has been one tragedy after another from being classified as a feral child - to losing my marriage/children to death/worldly greed - to almost being murdered years ago and was recorded and concealed, nonetheless. Every single judge, officer, legislator, social worker, nonprofit organization, governmental employee at the state and federal level was ominously involved in concealing these crimes. No one would do anything expected, per my K-12 education. At that point, I could tell I was dealing with something much darker than I could ever imagine which caused the masses to knowingly participate in very serious crimes. 

 Deceptions have been layered with other deceptions, and the tentacles of the tentacles have tentacles. I feel as if I’m ten country songs wrapped into one lifetime, sometimes. 

Many don’t like hearing how Job was tested, but God always wanted a family. No one, and I mean no one, wants to bribe, intimidate, or extort someone into loving them. Hence, we have free will. He chose us, and in this current spiritual warfare climate, it’s time to choose Him. “Who will rise up for me against the evildoers? or who will stand up for me against the workers of iniquity?” 

God knew I was stubborn, and it was going to take me a while to come to Him.  I look back on all of my experiences and think to myself that He probably got really tired of saying “redirect.”

I think about what my son would’ve learned, as we all did, in a history class. The USA is great [ignore Masonic founders/framers]. We are a country that touts freedoms, constitutionality, separation of powers, and checks and balances, yet our (s)elected officials, law enforcement, and officers of the court who are enlisted to protect are not only ignoring this dutiful obligation but knowingly participating in evil - making the whole masquerade of a great country just that…a facade, a forlorn illusion. 

It pains me to say, but I'm wondering if God spared my son from an evil world. 

Rest In Peace Rex, and ultimately, we will meet in a better place. -  Philippians 3:20

Love, 

Mom